When will I feel better? When will the pain go away or be less? I get asked these questions often … More
Category: Child Abuse Survivors
Child abuse survivors are those that survived. They lived through the experience and whether the abuse was recent or in the distant past, the abuse is something they always carry with them.
Fighting the Old Programming from Abuse
Today I am fighting with the old programming or beliefs about myself. There is this unease. I tend to feel … More
Sitting with a Good Feeling
This week it has come to my attention that I have really come a long way in my healing since … More
My Soul is Tired
I want to do the happy things and enjoy my life. I want to get outside and meet new people. … More
Completely Healed Complex PTSD?
I used to think being healed from complex PTSD and child sexual abuse meant that I didn’t have any lasting … More
My PTSD Video Diary on Youtube by Sarah Blake
If you have been following this blog but not my PTSD Video Diary on my youtube channel it’s going to … More
Behind the Smiling Mask
For years my brain locked away years of memories of abuse and rape. At 10 some of these memories came … More
Video Diary for November 21st 2016
I’ve been writing and filming vlogs but to tired and sic from PTSD to edit or post them. I’m starting … More
Back in Therapy- Treatment for PTSD
The symptoms of my PTSD have become so intense that I started to spiral down again. Even though I am … More
Why am I still here? For this? UGH!
I have these thoughts sometimes when things get rough: “Why am I sticking around just to suffer more…” NOT GOOD! … More