This week it has come to my attention that I have really come a long way in my healing since … More
Category: ptsd
What does PTSD Mean? PTSD is an acronym for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. PTSD is mostly associated to soldiers that have been to war but it can also effect disaster victims, crime victims, and victims of child abuse, rape, or abuse.
I was diagnosed with PTSD when I was 10 years old. It comforted me that soldiers also had it, I thought of myself as something tough at that time. I am still healing and accepting myself.
What I like About Myself
For most of my life I have hated myself. I can remember not hating myself, when the world had more … More
Coping with Anger
The 1st thing is recognizing that I’m angry. Ok, I am REALLY angry. The reason for my anger is my … More
My Soul is Tired
I want to do the happy things and enjoy my life. I want to get outside and meet new people. … More
I Have a Lot to Live For
I could tell you about my suicide attempts, the thoughts of wanting it to end, and the events that led … More
Free Writing May 26, 2018
I miss touch. I don’t trust touch, but I miss it. I’m afraid of kindness and nice touches. I’m tensed … More
PTSD Episode
My anxiety and insomnia are back again. I’m in another PTSD Episode. This happens and will happen again and again … More
Completely Healed Complex PTSD?
I used to think being healed from complex PTSD and child sexual abuse meant that I didn’t have any lasting … More
Sarah Blake Video Diary for May 12th, 2017
I wanted to let you know that I will be starting several series on my Youtube channel. I want to … More
My PTSD Video Diary on Youtube by Sarah Blake
If you have been following this blog but not my PTSD Video Diary on my youtube channel it’s going to … More
