Practicing Calm

I am in a new part of healing now. A lot of very difficult work has paid off and I … More

I’m Depressed. Now what? (free writing)

I don’t like being lonely but I prefer it over being mistreated and disrespected. I survived so much. I will trust myself. In this choice I protected myself because I am important to myself. I don’t deserve to be in pain. I made it stop.

My Soul is Tired

I want to do the happy things and enjoy my life. I want to get outside and meet new people. … More

Trained Victim

I found this piece that I wrote back in 2009. This was before I had a blog or really told … More

The Mistake

I’ve been The Nothing lately. There have been brief periods of flashbacks and memories. Mostly, I’m blank or angry(memories of … More