I want to do the happy things and enjoy my life. I want to get outside and meet new people. … More
Category: My Story
My story is getting a category instead of just a page. I’m not ok with sharing everything yet. Sometimes I don’t remember certain things. trauma is funny that way and messes with your memory. I was also 1st abused at 3 years old so I don’t always remember with words. This category is for the pieces that I am comfortable to tell.
Coping with Triggering News
Coping in Advance If you know you are going to be watching the news and it may be triggering for … More
What You Need to Heal
It turns out that no one is coming to save you but you. In order to help yourself you will needs lot of things to help you on your healing journey. There are tons of resources, treatments, medications, ect out there and you really have to just find what works best for you. Below is what I have found that helps me so far.
Trained Victim
I found this piece that I wrote back in 2009. This was before I had a blog or really told … More
The Mistake
I’ve been The Nothing lately. There have been brief periods of flashbacks and memories. Mostly, I’m blank or angry(memories of … More
How Did You Survive?
How Did You Survive? I get this question sometimes when people learn about my past abuse. In this audio file … More
Thank You!
Sarah Blake pt2
Free Writing – I’ve Made Contact- Integrating the Me’s
In the attempts at soothing myself I have done fucked it up(this is a good thing, keep reading). I made … More
I Have a Lot to Live For
I could tell you about my suicide attempts, the thoughts of wanting it to end, and the events that led … More
Abuse Survivor Blog 