I used to think being healed from complex PTSD and child sexual abuse meant that I didn’t have any lasting … More
Category: Effects of Child Abuse
The effects of child abuse start as soon as the abuse does and can last a lifetime. Some of the effects are depression, poor self worth, sleep disturbances, PTSD, and many more effect.
Rewriting My Nightmares
Last night I had fitful sleep filled with nightmares. My brain is working on healing 24-7. Lack of restful sleep … More
Behind the Smiling Mask
For years my brain locked away years of memories of abuse and rape. At 10 some of these memories came … More
Video Diary for November 21st 2016
I’ve been writing and filming vlogs but to tired and sic from PTSD to edit or post them. I’m starting … More
Why am I still here? For this? UGH!
I have these thoughts sometimes when things get rough: “Why am I sticking around just to suffer more…” NOT GOOD! … More
Unlocking Memories of Trauma- PTSD
Along with that beautiful memory I wrote about before that was much like warm honey I also unlocked another horrific … More
Pre-Trauma Me-Fight PTSD with LOVE?
Due to PTSD I have memory issues. My mind protected me by locking away memories so that child me could … More
Low Stress Lifestyle 2016? Healing Out Loud
The idea of trying to have a low stress lifestyle in 2016 seems a bit silly now with everything that … More
New Hope in Healing from Child Abuse
I have made a lot of progress with my healing and I feel myself continuing to heal. No matter the … More
Healing from PTSD
I am currently healing from PTSD and I am in year 2 of dedicated healing. Below are the topics … More